Just listen, Adam says with a voice that sounds like shrapnel. I open my eyes wide now. I sit up as much as I can. And I listen. Stay, he says. Everybody has to make choices. Some might break you. For seventeen-year-old Mia, surrounded by a wonderful family, friends and a gorgeous boyfriend decisions might seem tough, but they re all about a future full of music and love, a future that s brimming with hope. But life can change in an instant. A cold February morning .a snowy road .and suddenly all of Mia s choices are gone. Except one. As alone as she ll ever be, Mia must make the most difficult choice of all. Haunting, heartrending and ultimately life-affirming, If I Stay will make you appreciate all that you have, all that you ve lost - and all that might be.